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THE END!

Wed, 28 Sep 2005 18:58:30 GMT

This Journal is now DEAD!
i have a new one.

ohgabieoh

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 09:50:57 GMT

Today I have my interview for Jonathan Galvin Hairdressing acadmy! im actually pretty excited.

Tomorrow I go to Nottingam, ahhhhhhhh.
My dad is taking me to get my things..... I miss all my stuff so bad! i have 20years of things up there.. and im only 19. now thats a lot of stuff. i probably wont be able to bring it all back but at least i get my most important things!

I really want a Camera!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.

Lou lets have a photo day soon!! i miss you! xxxx

Fri, 16 Sep 2005 14:21:29 GMT

Its been so long since i typed on here! but today i feel in a good mood and i actually have something to say. So here it goes...

Im starting College again! ahh.. this will be my 8th course..Its Hairdressing, Makeup, and Beauty Thearopy. Sounds intresting so im going to go for it!
I quit 2 jobs in 5 days
Got a Hot date Tomorrow and Sunday! with a french rockabilly guy.sex.
i got plasterd last night and fell off a table onto my head. got a bit of a headache now.

umm i think thats just about it.

God i dont know why i even bothed?

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 10:15:33 GMT

Things have been Looking up since my last post...
I still havnt paid my rent.. and now i owe 782pounds but ive been working and trying to get that money together..
I work at a reallly shit shoe shop called solution, but i leave on the 14th because i got a job at the Theatre Royal, im pretty excited about that! hopefully ill pay off my debt soon!

Today ive called in sick for work, i know i shouldnt but i feel fluish and have an awful headache.. i feel like i need to rest before it gets worse and ill ahve to take more then one day off.

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 11:09:02 GMT

White Horses Is Dreams? What does that mean?
Other then that.. Yesterday went to Sherwoood and did some Charity shopping I got a little boys Green school jumper! its good.

Today Cerys is trying to figure out a fun place to go since Owains got the car... I want to go to Lego Land but i think its too far.

Oh yeah i didnt go to Glasgow after all.. we are all pretty fucking Broke!

Ive got next months rent comming up soon and i havnt even paid last months yet! fuck. maybe i should be a prositude no scrap that thought.

ahh life is really fucking dificult at the moment. i just ned a job then things will be okay.

Yesterday Owain Sprianed his ancle really bad.. but i have to leaugh loads coz right before he did it he said how he hates old men and wants to kick them.. Now he walks like one!! haha. thats what happeneds!

Yesterday i adopted the neighborhood cat. I went to get milk and it followed me. and it followed me back home and in the house! we left the door open and it still didnt want to leave.. Springham and i named it Alf nigga the 5th. Hes pretty special.

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 16:37:39 GMT

Livejournal is GHEY.

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 16:36:20 GMT

Ive moved to Nottingham.
Ive Signed on Today.
Went to the Castel ate chicken and avacdo sandwiches with Mossy.

My Stomach is fucking bloated i just may expload all over this living room.
Gross.

This weekend Owain, blue, cerys and I are takeing a roadtrip to glasgow for some Festival.. I dont even know whos playing but it sounds like a lot of fun ~ we are bringing tents and cozy things probably end up sleeping on a pile of dirt somewhere pissed. ahh well.

I reallly want to buy the Black Books Box Set. tooo bad im fucking broke and ive stooped as low as Signing on.. no offence to all the other signer oners'

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 13:58:48 GMT

Update:
okay.

My Phone Bag Wallet Photos has been stolen... BUT ITS OKAY . I GOT MY CHANNEL LIPSTICK AND LINER BACK!

other then that.. Ricky almost died on monday day time.. Ive never been so scared in my life... It Really shows that people arnt invinceable and we can die any min!

Matts computer still doesnt have a cord so i wont be online again in a while.. its annoying..
so sorry to all the people that i have not responded to in ages.

Its a fucking pain when you have no phone and no internet NO FORM OF CONTACT AT ALL! ahhhh.
oh well im over it.

ive been spending most my time in the good mixer.. and on matts sofa!
Today i finally got my cv sorted and tomorrow im going to go around town and hand it out.. Im still going to stay at Episode but thats only a part time thing so im going to have to get another part time soo i can afford to live and get my own room.

anyways ta ta for now.

xx

Sun, 30 Jan 2005 22:22:00 GMT

a lot of things have changed in the last couple of weeks..

1 is i have been kicked out my house

2 is i am now living with mr Matt Poke

3 is i have a silly little crush.

4 is um, i have a Keybored!

yes i kinda well.. ermm. nicked it?

yes afterskool last night went a bit outta control..

Thanks Ruth for the Drinks! you got me wellll wasted. !

Toby came down from portsmith to hang out it was nice.. he also kept me company all day at work today! :)

here are some photos

my new keybored and my hot friend. what the fuck am i doing?

on other news . i need another part time job so i can get more money to find a flat. does anyone know?

Fri, 28 Jan 2005 14:45:14 GMT

The Deal is, I pay them 50 pounds a month or im out. So.. im out.

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 13:15:29 GMT

k ive decided...

saturday the 5th of feburary is my birthday and everyones invited for Drunk BINGO at the Mecca in camden.
then afterskool!
Cheap Drinks..

Let me know

XX

Sat, 22 Jan 2005 13:14:03 GMT

Im in Brighton!

Lou lou has made me cookies made me drink water and taken care of my sick self and swollen glands!
we went to see Tiger Army Last night.. they were great.. it was a good night.

I called in sick for work today tho.. not good but i cant even fucking swallow. eh..
Lou and I took some photos in the toilets!

this photo scares me

i held my pants up with ribbons and safteypins

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 18:37:17 GMT

today i went to school..
we had an art history lesson. then it was time to take out all of our work. i cryed. then spoke to some girls in my class about it. One said Look Gabie if your not happy then leave there is no point finishing just this year and comming back seeing that it is a 2 year course.. she said and some others said that they dropped out of there class at 18 and then took a couple years off and now went back to it at 22 and enjoy it soo much more coz they got time to rest and think about it all.. I personally know thats what i need to do.

I then Spoke/cryed to my teacher and told her im so confused and i thought that i really enjoyed this course and that i was so excited but as the weeks go on i just get more and more depressed and i just dont enoy it and only like 2 things outta like 20 different things that we do. She Then Asked what do i think of my work and Drawings.. i said nothing i dont think anything about it and i dont like any of that. She didnt really help me or give me that much advice.. so i left and came home early to talk to my mom.

I told my mother everything and cryed a bit more ( i always cry when i talk about life) anyways she was way shocked and didnt understand how out of no where i hate my course... i told her ive been thikning about it for a while but was too scared to say anything seeing that i know ive dropped out of everything before.. i told her i was excited about the course but then once it started getting going i realised that this is not what i want to do. She then asked me what i wanted to do. i said i ont know thats why i need time to think and move out and sort my head out. she said she totally understood and blah blah blah.. so that was good!
NEXT.
DAD.... my mom told me to leave the house, so she could speak to him when he came back... so i did and met up wiht linnea for a juice and coffee.. she then called him and he flipped.. he said you cant just let her drop out she needs this and where did this come from and blah blah blah. so im all scared to come home and get a ring from my mom saying hes invited his friend over for dinner!
Great now im not going to be able to talk to him tonight when i was all ready and we are going to have to sit on a dinner table together without speaking about it when i know he knows and shit. ahhhh. and tomorrow i have school but im not going and i wont want to talk about it 1st thing in the morning! fuck. ill just have to stay up really late and speak to him while his friend is gone and hes typsey.

anyways ENOUGH!
im leaveing college. and i already feel tons better.

i think. haaaaaaaa

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 13:20:44 GMT

im sitting on my dining room table with my skapbooks and magizines all around me and all i can do is turn on my lap top and complain.

Ive really put myself once again into this diloma about if i should drop out or not. I mean i thought that fashion was for me and yeah.. but after i had this break ive jut really thought about how much i block it out of my head and i havnt givin it any thought and i really dont give a shit about any of it. I hate the Fashion Industry and i hate Designers.. i hate Art,Paint,Drawing. I hate my Teacher. and i just need a fucking break to do nothing except move out and work full time... thats all i want to do. Maybe its coz im lazy but i dont know im really starting to think that this course is not right for me. and im not happy any more. im bored.

Now im stuck coz if i leave i cant go back.. and i also have a year 1/2 left and the thought of that makes me want to hang myself. i know that if i tell my parents this they will flip and probably kick me out anyways.. they thought/think that im really enjoying this.. and i thought i was until i got oerwhelmed with all of it. Thats the thing once i get overwhelemd by anything i give up. Is that normal?

oh man i just want to cry.

Mon, 10 Jan 2005 12:34:09 GMT

So this year started out great.
met someone. things were wonderful i was happy.
went all downhill.
Guys are such cowards and i just dont get it. ive never felt so stupid and used in my life.

I cryed and cryed. but Fuck it im over it now. hes a looser.

Anyways. What else.
Oh i havnt been home in about 5 days and havnt showered in about 4. i still have the same clothes on too. I love being dirty sometimes..

doctors apointment today at 4. and loads of school work to do! i mean loads.. sometimes i just dont understand why im even in school. its pissing me off and im bored. i just want to drop out work full time and drink. i would be so much happier.
but thikning about it. ive dropped out of Highschool, english after school classes and math aftershool classes, creative writing, graphic design, and all the jobs ive had after only like 5 months. im such a dropout. ahh.

i thought this winter break would make me feel better and ill be back on track. but now i just feel worse.

i want to get out of here!

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 11:08:27 GMT

la de daaa..

hm.

I dont know what to write in this thing anymore.

Sun, 19 Dec 2004 21:17:26 GMT

My WHOLE makeup bag is gone!~!#!!!fnmsakfj

i dont have a Drip of make-up left.
So if you want to go to Heaven and do a Good Deed, God would be very happy if you buy me make up or Vouchers to buy make up with. For Christmas.

PAHLEASE.

Also. im a mess.

Sat, 18 Dec 2004 12:18:07 GMT

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Gabie
2. Oh Gabie Oh
3. Scabby Gabie

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. GunsandGnomes
2. ElectroShock you
3. OHGABIEOH

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my choice in men
2. my love for gnomes
3. my bangs

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my teeth
2. my ditseyness
3.my obnoxious nature

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. english
2. american
3. german

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. karoke
2. Driving
3. bad areas, alone at night

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. liquid eyeliner
2. coffe or tea
3. ciggarettes

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. red cardigan
2. blue and white polka-dot dress
3. white boots

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS (at the moment):
1. Stray Cats
2. Chris Isaak
3. Dulcie younger and the Scilencers

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS (at the moment):
1. Le Tigre - Im so excited
2. Tc Matic - Oh la la La
3.

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. To Grow My Hair Realllly long.
2. To go to america
3. To Find Myself a good man

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP
1. Laughter
2. Fun
3. Lots of Hugs

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
1. im bored of london
2. i just bored
3.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Quiffs
2. Leather Jackets
3. sense of humour

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. sing
2. play an instrament
3. read out loud

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. drinking
2. buying clothes
3. typeing away on this computer

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. go to the british museam and tae shrooms again
2. smoke a ciggarette
3. not go to work.

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. fashion designer
2. tailorer
3. stylist

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. ice land
2. Sweden!
3. route 66

THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. tahloula
2. loula
3. ?

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. get married
2. have children
3.

THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY
1. I like to Binge Drink on Beer
2. I like to not shower for a while and smell.
3. I Burp Really loud then laugh about it.

THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A CHICK
1. I Cry for no reason
2. I like to Gossip
3. I Like to play dress up and take pictures

THREE CELEB CRUSHES
1. Chirs Isaak
2. Slim Jim Phantom
3. Johnny Depp in Cry baby

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1. Lou
2. Katie Coleslaw
3. Dev

Tue, 14 Dec 2004 09:53:30 GMT

Hello People.

Busy Busy Busy ive not stopped, but today is my 1st day off all week!! Yay. Too bad i forgot how to sleep in and woke up only 30mins after i normally have to wake up!
Anyways Lou Gave me some photos from Saturday night at AfterSkool..
soooooo
here
they
are.

Lou Lou and i had Fun Poseing in the Toilets.

hmmm. This morning mother is makeing me American Pancakes!!!
Im so excited.

Tue, 07 Dec 2004 15:51:10 GMT

im really sick with a cold.. and its way shitty.
I have so much to do too and i havnt stopped in over a week. Today i decided instead on working on my school work im going to do nothing. i dont care anymore. i need a break.

Also my mom is back, She bought me some dresses and cardigans and stuff.. i dont like any of it. i feel really bad.
Maybe its also coz i feel like total Ass right now and that doesnt help.
My mom and dad have aleady gotten in a fight and she hasnt even been here for longer then 30mins.

Hes just bloody annoying.
everything's bugging.

Wed, 01 Dec 2004 20:15:49 GMT

K its been a while.

Goli came from La and stayed with me for 2 weeks..
i love her.
Rachel and Ross also stayed with me for 2 weeks..
i love them too.
Work has been good.. School has been good but HARD and i had a bit of a break down a couple weeks ago about it. but im okay now.
done a little bit of dancing.. saturday night afterschool was wayy fun.
Found 60pounds at work on the floor.
went to see q and not u at the garage.
hung out with seedy and drank shots of wiskey.
bought a new vintage 50's dress.. its hot.
CLEANED.

My Father comes back tomorrow from Los Angeles.. and i get Lots and lots of american food.
.fruity pebbles cereal
.rice crispy treat cereal
.aunt jemima pankcake mix and syrup
.vanialla coffee creamer.
.trader joes vanialla cereal
.candy

and some other stuff.

umm thats it.
wow ive become a boring person.

PS: ross and i wrote a song.

3 hit pass with captian planet in your ass

tuesday is the day its gonna happen
drunk on 3 quarters of 1664, are you happy now.

an eye full of ash. your so bangers and mash. and think you cool with all your cash.
you aint all that flash.

....
yeah you know you loved it.

Wed, 24 Nov 2004 09:19:18 GMT

i want to be back in bed.

Tue, 09 Nov 2004 20:36:51 GMT

I got a job today!!!!!!!!!!!

At Episode! that vintage shop across the street from the camden stables!!
woooot
im really happy.

Basically Dev told me they were highering so i went to camden walked in and asked her about the job and then she asks if i can start on saturday and work every saturday and sunday after that!!! i was soo happy.. i was like so are you saying i got the job??? she was like yes, and i bet this is the easiest job you ever got! haha so we shook hands and i left!
I could have Skipped home! Wow that was soooo last minute seeing that my dad is leaving on friday and i was soooo scared i was not going to ahve any income ! not only do i ahve income now but i work in a Fucking RAD store!

thank god.

Sun, 07 Nov 2004 14:28:09 GMT

MyCameraIsBroken. </3 hah. The New Atreyu album is Great. God i Love Cheesy Hardcore. . . . . . . . Mom's off to California Tomorrow. . . . . .

Thu, 04 Nov 2004 19:34:42 GMT

1: Halloween i was a Gnome! WOOT. I was the best Gnome. I even Gnome Danced all over town with Matt While he was a Scary Misfit. We danced all the Way to Larnes house!
Well That was the Friday before Halloween.

Then that Saturday we went to Suggs house from Maddness for a BIG Halloween Bash! it was great.
(there are lots of photos, but i cant be botherd. email me if you wanna see em..rachel,matt,rory)

2:Job Hunting has become Serious. Still no one has called me back and my CV is all over the Westend. I just dont get it? HIGHERMEEE. Its becomming Silly now. *SIGH*.

LALALALALALAAAA. What Else.

3: School is cool.. Got a Alot of Work and projects and reports and sketchbooks and makeing to do. but its all pretty exciting. But i Had to do a Zip sample today and i threw it at my teacher. in a hissy fit. she wasnt to happy. I swear i feel like im 6 again in that class. TANVEER can Suck my ASS, BITCH.
Whoa got that one off my chest.

4: My Moms going to La on Monday for a Month and My DAD is going on the 12th, Then Goli is comming to Stay with me for a couple of weeks and so is Rachel!! Im really Excited!

5: I boiled hot water and olive oil and put it on my hair for a hot oil treatment and burnt my head. What a Dumbasss. i think my hair is softer now tho?

6: HOW TO MAKE A SOCK ELEPHANT!!!